It does not feel like we have a week left, even though we started graduation practice today.
I cannot imagine that I only have one week more with the same people who have changed my life, my thinking towards ministry, my relationship with God and how I study Torah.
On the one hand, I am ready to leave and at the same time, I don't want to go.
I struggle with the realization that I am returning to civilian life and do not want to lose the indoctrination and militarization that I have grown accustomed to.
In seven days, I will have no choice.
Until then, I tell someone to 'stand by' as I put the phone down to my side in order to render a salute or if I am being saluted.
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